"Rainbows"

Oh...how I would love to write about rainbows! It's such a pretty song and evokes so much emotion in me, I want to cry, but at the same time, it is just making me speechless.
Rainbows was written by Joey Halbur and can be found on the "in search of grace" cd.
I bought the cd at the zone and I have fallen strangely in love with it.
I wish I could find some words to vocalize my feelings esp. when I listen to the cd and "chill".

I would also like to write about "for you I will pray" "mary"
wonderful stuff, that Joey writes.

Re: Official Press Release from SBG

Bass player position looks like it's filled! We met with a fella named Randy and everything seemed to jell very nicely style and personality wise. We are praying for quick learning of parts and GOD's blessings on this new relationship. It really seems like the LORD's hand is in this endeavor! We're looking forward to the next practice session! Welcome aboard Randy!

Official Press Release From SBG

03-27-06
The band has recently parted ways with Eric due to insurmountable differences of opinion. We wish Eric well and will continue to pray for him. We are also looking for new musicians for the SBG line up. Bass players in particular, but whatever you play, feel free to drop us an email for an audition slot.
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Thank god for this release!

Sticks and Stones...

The events as of late, have made me feel horrible, because essentially I have been entangled in an imaginary affair. One thing has been made clear to me: that whatever did(not) happen at the Zone is called a "situation" and is one of many things that have forced Eric out of the band.
They say they did everything according to scripture, I am willing to accept that, and move on, because either way Eric is out, and he's ready to move on anyways. We don't feel a sense of closure, that's my observation, he sort of just got "dropped" and it bothered me in the fasion it was done.

God is in control of this all and I am taking everything as best as I can, I have cried my tears and spent all my pain, Eric felt my pain and saw my tears, and I see his tears and I cry his pain.

"...Sticks and stones will break your bones, but your breaking my heart, who gave you the right to break my heart?..."

That song has been in my head and my heart for some time, and now I just let it all go, I feel no pain whatsoever, god seems to have engineered this, it's finished and I choose to follow the band untill I am told that it's time not to.

Now I mourn the loss of Eh La Bas from Louisiana.

Re: It is finished

God has a new path for Eric to follow. I am sure that all will be in His time known to us. I must accept this with a warrior's heart and not fight or be angry. I am unsure of what will happen right now with SBG but that will come with time.

My friend may god grant me the joy of seeing your face someday and may he be with you always
your daughter in Christ's love forever
angel.

it is finished

my worst fears came to pass this morning, Eric is no longer with SBG.I am so shocked and hurt right now I cannot find any other words than to tell that it happened.may god help him, i feel to blame. what else could be bothering them so?

Cry me a river...

I said some things that I should not have in a public place about a friend of mine about some things in my sick little mind and his buddies found out and want to kick him out of the band he's in. He didnt do anything wrong. I was the one initiating contact, postings etc and this bothers me greatly because it's my godfather.I admire him greatly, I have lots of respect and as of late, I have been thinking things that I shouldn't and I dont know where they came from, I wanted to explore that a little, get to the bottom of it, but I did not make my intentions known and furthermore talking about it in such a public place was very wrong. I did just about every thing wrong. It's totally "rainbows" man!Where did I go wrong? It was in that. I am so sorry for what I did. Words cannot express my feelings right now, but he doesn't deserve to be kicked out of the band. Not for something as pitifully stupid as this. I am shocked that the band is even considering it. Esepcially considering it's a christian band and supposedly they are supposed to practice forgiveness. Oh well then, forget the bible it's just a dusty old book right? Sure, that's true faith! I want to retaliate, and leave and never come back but that would be the easy thing., to get angry and resort to stupid measures. I want to talk about it. why? why such drastic action guys? why does it seem to me that you are not practicing your faith? why does something seem amiss? is there something I dont know?I am crying a river, and attempting to build a bridge to get over it...please help?I think of this night and day, I pray with everything may god do his will, maybe it is time for him to leave but I do not feel it. God is silent. Hence my confusion.

This past Sat. at the Zone

Wow!! it was sooo fun! My family showed up and it was really surpising!
Eric took me out shopping at the mall, and I have never really been there-it was fun! Words are sort of hard to find for all that went on, so much of it was "telepathic" or I was freaking that bad!
The band did a wonderfull job, and the new songs are just flooring me! Wow! Wow! Wow! That's all I can really say, it's just amazing!
Many people came up to me and wished me happy birthday, and I didnt mind, just because I move dont mean you got to be scared!
I got incence from Scott & Sheryl (and I enjoy it but my mom is worried I'll burn the house down :) and mom got me a tape recorder (which I have wanted because writing isnt always the first thing I start with when I begin a work..) I also got some money from my relatives and it's understandable, I change too fast for them...


Eric, I enjoyed sitting next to you and talking when you were done playing. I realised you were tired and I enjoyed just to see you. But you wanted to talk, and I went with it. I went with everything because I felt safe, and because it was ok.

God was there! Thank you lord, and thank you that I have such wonderful friends!
thank you for allowing me to see them again in such short time too!
it's about 3 months and I hope it flies because it also signifies the end of the school year!

Me? Grow old? I have been old for too long now....

Happy Birthday Angel is on!

The party is at 8pm at the zone on March 11th. come say "hi" enjoy the food and music and have a blast!

hope to see you there!

-angel-