Sticks and Stones...

The events as of late, have made me feel horrible, because essentially I have been entangled in an imaginary affair. One thing has been made clear to me: that whatever did(not) happen at the Zone is called a "situation" and is one of many things that have forced Eric out of the band.
They say they did everything according to scripture, I am willing to accept that, and move on, because either way Eric is out, and he's ready to move on anyways. We don't feel a sense of closure, that's my observation, he sort of just got "dropped" and it bothered me in the fasion it was done.

God is in control of this all and I am taking everything as best as I can, I have cried my tears and spent all my pain, Eric felt my pain and saw my tears, and I see his tears and I cry his pain.

"...Sticks and stones will break your bones, but your breaking my heart, who gave you the right to break my heart?..."

That song has been in my head and my heart for some time, and now I just let it all go, I feel no pain whatsoever, god seems to have engineered this, it's finished and I choose to follow the band untill I am told that it's time not to.

Now I mourn the loss of Eh La Bas from Louisiana.